Dreading this week

Well, Dave had his monthly SA done on Thursday of last week. I was fine all weekend but am sick to my stomach today knowing that the call from the drs. will come sometime this week. I'm dreading the phone call, even though I've grown accustom to the same old news.

As much as I tell myself (and others) that I always prepare myself for the worst, way deep down I'm secretly wishing (and daydreaming) that one day, maybe just maybe, they'll call with good news.

Lots of my other TTTC "friends" have been getting good news and bfps. I just hope I can join that club soon.